I'll Tell You When I'm Fucking Yelling

Giving me the cold shoulder
Like I'm kicking 

your fucking 

door down

screaming for attention.
I only wanted to see more 

of what I thought I saw before
What is with your fucking apprehension?
I only wanted to know your soul.


Withholding your heart from me
When it was so open before 

to my curious and loving touch
But now I sit here at a loss 

for what have I done?
Is this what you give to 

the one you love "so much?"
I only ask for what I give


Where did your heart go?
It was right in my hands not more than a second ago, I swear
Is that something you just misplace in a moment?
Is it so much to ask to just let me know?
I only wanted to love you 

I only want to love you now.


written on a bus in Texas November 2012